Wow, these days I am feeling very drained.
I feel like everything and everyone has been sucking the life out of me. There have been 3 deaths in my family in the past month, which is more than I can handle. Work just seems so demanding and I feel like the people there are so consumed with drama, it wears me out. Not to mention I have been having some issues with my health (personal issues). It’s nothing to be worried about, it can be taken care of, but it has made me feel uncomfortable and inconvenienced. Then there are just the daily issues that life throws at you. It just seems like a lot has been happening lately and I think it is finally gotten to me. I don’t think I have really “slept” in about 2 weeks. I just lay awake at night, staring at the damn ceiling, thinking about everything. When I get home at night, I am so damn drained, then I have another list of shit to do ( I know this probably sounds like everyone else in the world too). I need a release. Mike always tells me that I need a hobby and he is probably right. I need something that I can do on my own time that I enjoy. It needs to be something that I enjoy and doesn’t cost too much money. But then again, how do I find the time? I already don’t have enough time to do the things that NEED to get done.
Sometimes I don’t understand how we do it. How we juggle everything in our lives and still remain sane.
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hey hon. Yep life is hard a hobby is good, dance, the gym ect. Sorry I keep missing you been a crazy last two weeks for me and Chris's mom is in town. Haven't felt up to really talking on the phone lately. I'll call you soon. xoxo
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